But all I feel is rage.
November 11, 2016
On finding out Donald Trump would be my president I…
One: Considered removing my hijab for my safety only to remember that this would uncover another obstacle, my naps.
Two: Sat in my female dominated home, where I could see the worried faces as my distraught family anxiously watched, while a misogynist was getting ready to take leadership of the “free world.”
Three: Watched my immigrant mother hastily waiting for results, as she depended on Wolf Blitzer to project the opposite of what had come true.
Four: Heard the fear in my grandmother’s voice. Remembering how happy she was to vote last election for a brother whose father was from the same country she was.
Five: Came to terms with my disappointments as I watched fellow minorities vote for the same man that hates them.
Six: Felt confused as to why over 20 million people belive people who look like me should be banned.
Seven: Sat in a classroom that is majority white listening to my teacher and peers go on about how I need to hear the other side,
Hearing how my anger is invalid,
That my pain causes you discomfort
And you want me to feel sympathy
But all I feel is a rage.
Eight: Collected my thoughts and remembered that this isn’t the first time this country has taken steps back.
That you can’t make a country that was never great, great again.
That this should be a reason to keep fighting
To unite and be there for our brothers and sisters
As we take on this new challenge and fight for our rights.